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GOODBYE

Four hours of focusing on my small sister she told me something that hit my head really hard. She said,” one day when we go to heaven, we will never remember what we did on earth. All the memories will be erased. Everyone there will be innocent. No one will say that this is my sister or this was my mother. Milly, I will not remember you just the same as you will not recall who I am.” I was quick to reply,” Yeah that is true Hildah.” But then she said,” Milly I will miss you  .” Awwwww  that is cute but sad at the same time  That is when I felt all the pieces of my heart stick back together. There was already an established connection between me and her and I would never want it to break. Seriously, I never thought of that before but it was true that this life on earth is a chance. At night I could not sleep, I could hear her words echo in my head. I stared in darkness and see her little face tell me those words on repeat. But after the conversation I never wanted to say those words but I did >> (I will miss you too  ) When that moment come when you need to tell someone goodbye, just make sure you will never have to miss them . I don’t believe in goodbyes but I guess the time you are given to spend with someone is always limited . So from now on, you should try to add one more second to every time you are given to be with someone 

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